Throw back throw back...
Sorry to be realized it so late. Girls..you both been loving me so much, you both wont care anything but just want to protect me. That much you both did and that much I break it. I am really hindsight, why do I only understanding of the situation after it has happened..& I know I got no chance to revert back anything. However, it this really overpower to beat down our relationship? we been go through so much..
Really love you all. really miss the moment that we can get together, we chill together, we sleep together, we talk together, we laugh together, we do whatever together...I really miss it.
What I have happen the passed, I can really recovered just a moment. because the love you both gave is enough for everything. After so many hurt and I know I am 活该。I know this is really stupid enough. for this simple reason and I know I need to stand up myself. I know it been like so many trouble and unhappiness for you both. Sorry...really sorry...
the last but not least. thank you to be in my life. you both paint my life colorful! I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH.
to my two angel
Friday, December 26, 2014
Monday, December 22, 2014
Goal for 2015
1) New Zealand Bungee Jump
2) WSQ Training
3) KK & Sipadan island diving
4) Japan trip
5) Sponsorship a child
6) Plan a family trip
7) Insanity everyday
8) House saving plan
9) e-commerce selling
10) Grow a long hair not to cut it any more
11) To buffer more time for my love one
12) Spa at least once a month
13) Drink less but chill more
14) beetle dream
15) learn from the pain
1) New Zealand Bungee Jump
2) WSQ Training
3) KK & Sipadan island diving
4) Japan trip
5) Sponsorship a child
6) Plan a family trip
7) Insanity everyday
8) House saving plan
9) e-commerce selling
10) Grow a long hair not to cut it any more
11) To buffer more time for my love one
12) Spa at least once a month
13) Drink less but chill more
14) beetle dream
15) learn from the pain
Monday, December 1, 2014
Monday, November 24, 2014
After the 6 days family trip and another 10 days business trip...
I am back and getting to settle down myself..what's the meaning..LOL
Not to keep away all the pain but to face and to forgive. No one are able to heal the pain except myself, since no one can do the job, why dont I just do it.
Thank you someone to be with me since the day 1. I am really appreciate. Never ever thought of we still have intercourse. You remind me on all the what I have and showing me that this is definitely more than what I have it.
Not like others, but giving a little little action to fill up the gap for me. I am not hope anything but to just wishing happiness is always with you. Thank you.
brain_24 Nov
I am back and getting to settle down myself..what's the meaning..LOL
Not to keep away all the pain but to face and to forgive. No one are able to heal the pain except myself, since no one can do the job, why dont I just do it.
Thank you someone to be with me since the day 1. I am really appreciate. Never ever thought of we still have intercourse. You remind me on all the what I have and showing me that this is definitely more than what I have it.
Not like others, but giving a little little action to fill up the gap for me. I am not hope anything but to just wishing happiness is always with you. Thank you.
brain_24 Nov
Time flyss as just finished my 7days holiday to Taiwan with my family. For just a simple reason and I know I need to keep my sadful heart away.
Every single moment with empty, all the memory floating up..
The most memory that i really afraid to is not you said you love me but is saying that I still got you.
Do you know that..how do I going to alive when the reality is without you.
However, please accept the reality, it just means that he is not belong to you.
给自己的话：
自己的局面请自己收拾，尚若他心有你，保护你都来不及了何况让你自生自灭。
原来我这辈子最对不起的就是自己了。。我一次又一次让它。。。。
所以请做好自己，珍惜自己，爱护自己，保护自己
理解自己，欣赏自己， 安慰自己，告诉自己
一个人，也可以，
都可以， 一定可以。。。。。
Every single moment with empty, all the memory floating up..
The most memory that i really afraid to is not you said you love me but is saying that I still got you.
Do you know that..how do I going to alive when the reality is without you.
However, please accept the reality, it just means that he is not belong to you.
给自己的话：
自己的局面请自己收拾，尚若他心有你，保护你都来不及了何况让你自生自灭。
原来我这辈子最对不起的就是自己了。。我一次又一次让它。。。。
所以请做好自己，珍惜自己，爱护自己，保护自己
理解自己，欣赏自己， 安慰自己，告诉自己
一个人，也可以，
都可以， 一定可以。。。。。
Friday, August 15, 2014
Starting A New Journey...
Time Fly...
I am working for this regional business job for 3 month time and next week!! I am going to fly next week!!
I should say Oh Yeah! As I'm decided to note down all the story regarding a regional business executive casestudy here! This is for myself or for those who like me that dreaming there is one day can have this kind of lifestyle.
For this job scope, require a very strong mentality, independent, self motivation and so on..WHY? Cause you have to travel very frequent alone, and you cant like travel kind choosing the country that you like and you go. NO for this job. You may need to visit those country that you really hate. Why? Cause your time is so limited and it must be plan very well as you will try to make full use of your time to fulfill you task. Why? Jat Lag!! But you need to continue to work still...
You are require to explore those potential country to develop and build-up business. From Study ==> Collect Date Base ==> Set Target ==> Approach ==> Build Up Rapport ==> Maintain and Build Up Business and so on. Do agree with me that every step are require a very deep story and study. For me , I really like to explore thing, no doubt it is a place, a object or even a human...I LIKE. This passion is from why am I decided to study Bio-Tech in a very first place, after study that, I realised it will not enough if i am just understand from the inner-molecules. As thing always happen from the heart. By communicate with people, I believe I understand and explore more!!
Coming will be the very packful business trip for me. Will then up date here....
I am working for this regional business job for 3 month time and next week!! I am going to fly next week!!
I should say Oh Yeah! As I'm decided to note down all the story regarding a regional business executive casestudy here! This is for myself or for those who like me that dreaming there is one day can have this kind of lifestyle.
For this job scope, require a very strong mentality, independent, self motivation and so on..WHY? Cause you have to travel very frequent alone, and you cant like travel kind choosing the country that you like and you go. NO for this job. You may need to visit those country that you really hate. Why? Cause your time is so limited and it must be plan very well as you will try to make full use of your time to fulfill you task. Why? Jat Lag!! But you need to continue to work still...
You are require to explore those potential country to develop and build-up business. From Study ==> Collect Date Base ==> Set Target ==> Approach ==> Build Up Rapport ==> Maintain and Build Up Business and so on. Do agree with me that every step are require a very deep story and study. For me , I really like to explore thing, no doubt it is a place, a object or even a human...I LIKE. This passion is from why am I decided to study Bio-Tech in a very first place, after study that, I realised it will not enough if i am just understand from the inner-molecules. As thing always happen from the heart. By communicate with people, I believe I understand and explore more!!
Coming will be the very packful business trip for me. Will then up date here....
Monday, August 11, 2014
Positive Energy Words
Here are some words and I hope it will gain back your positive energy!
_Accept
_Advantage
_Accomplish
_Amazing
_Appreciation
_Admire
_Beauty
_Blissful
_Best
_Bless
_Blossom
_Beloved
_Care
_Charming
_Capable
_Direction
_Dream
_Desirable
_Enjoy
_Energy
_Future
_Fun
_Family
_Freedom
_Forgiveness
_Glow
_Grow
_Glad
_Hope
_Heart
_Health
_Hello
_In-Love
_Inspired
_Just
_Joyful
_Kindness
_Kiss
_Keep-up
_Love
_LOLS
_Live
_Life
_Longevity
_Like
_Meaningful
_Motivate
_Nature
_Nice
_Opportunity
_Okay
_Open
_Positive
_Prefect
_Power
_Present
_Pleasure
_Pick-Me-Up
_Relax
_Relief
_Renew
_Smile
_Support
_Shelter
_Sparkle
_Trust
_True
_Touch
_Therapy
_Upgrade
_Understand
_Value
_Well-being
_Worth
_Wellness
_Wonderful
_XOXO
_Yes
_Accept
_Advantage
_Accomplish
_Amazing
_Appreciation
_Admire
_Beauty
_Blissful
_Best
_Bless
_Blossom
_Beloved
_Care
_Charming
_Capable
_Direction
_Dream
_Desirable
_Enjoy
_Energy
_Future
_Fun
_Family
_Freedom
_Forgiveness
_Glow
_Grow
_Glad
_Hope
_Heart
_Health
_Hello
_In-Love
_Inspired
_Just
_Joyful
_Kindness
_Kiss
_Keep-up
_Love
_LOLS
_Live
_Life
_Longevity
_Like
_Meaningful
_Motivate
_Nature
_Nice
_Opportunity
_Okay
_Open
_Positive
_Prefect
_Power
_Present
_Pleasure
_Pick-Me-Up
_Relax
_Relief
_Renew
_Smile
_Support
_Shelter
_Sparkle
_Trust
_True
_Touch
_Therapy
_Upgrade
_Understand
_Value
_Well-being
_Worth
_Wellness
_Wonderful
_XOXO
_Yes
Friday, July 25, 2014
What is life?
SHE is a mother
SHE guide me along since young
SHE is a model of leading me to have a kind-hearted personal
SHE channel me to forgive people even-though he/she hurt me in the pass
SHE conduct me the best way of revenge, which to treat the one even better
SHE tell me that give away is happy than receive
However, why the god does not treasure her?
The fact is so ruthless.
Everything is just like a dream
Withdraw everything with no reason giving...
SHE is a mother
SHE guide me along since young
SHE is a model of leading me to have a kind-hearted personal
SHE channel me to forgive people even-though he/she hurt me in the pass
SHE conduct me the best way of revenge, which to treat the one even better
SHE tell me that give away is happy than receive
However, why the god does not treasure her?
The fact is so ruthless.
Everything is just like a dream
Withdraw everything with no reason giving...
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
GOOD THINGS
GOOD THINGS
@ sunrise and sunset
@ rainy night
@ morning greetings
@ video call
@ relaxing massage
@ the smell of home-cook-food
@ busy on something to look forward
@ help to grooming others
@ hearing song when alone without anyone
@ travel
@ diving
@ got someone to cut nail
@ someone is beside
@ honey drink
@ a big hand to hold
@ visit show-house
@ donation
@ strong wind brow toward face
@ chilling & hanging
@ beach
brain_15 July
@ sunrise and sunset
@ rainy night
@ morning greetings
@ video call
@ relaxing massage
@ the smell of home-cook-food
@ busy on something to look forward
@ help to grooming others
@ hearing song when alone without anyone
@ travel
@ diving
@ got someone to cut nail
@ someone is beside
@ honey drink
@ a big hand to hold
@ visit show-house
@ donation
@ strong wind brow toward face
@ chilling & hanging
@ beach
brain_15 July
Thursday, July 10, 2014
Counting Down...
The week is going to end and tomorrow will be TGIF!!
Predict that I will have a suffer weekend coming as I am going for my dental appointment later! I will not have a normal dinner for this two week ahead I believe. MR T are going to accompany me to have my last normal dinner today as will be going to dental after the dinner tonight but I am still digesting on what I wanna eat tonight, due to my sinful dinner last night. LOLS..
Mookata at Golden Mile Complex with A Xi.. Seem like we are celebrating both of us have found our love FINALLY! Anyway the good thing is that he is changing himself to a real man role ever...
Brain_10 July
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