After the 6 days family trip and another 10 days business trip...

I am back and getting to settle down myself..what's the meaning..LOL
Not to keep away all the pain but to face and to forgive. No one are able to heal the pain except myself, since no one can do the job, why dont I just do it.

Thank you someone to be with me since the day 1. I am really appreciate. Never ever thought of we still have intercourse. You remind me on all the what I have and showing me that this is definitely more than what I have it. 
Not like others, but giving a little little action to fill up the gap for me. I am not hope anything but to just wishing happiness is always with you. Thank you. 

brain_24 Nov

Time flyss as just finished my 7days holiday to Taiwan with my family. For just a simple reason and I know I need to keep my sadful heart away.

Every single moment with empty, all the memory floating up..
The most memory that i really afraid to is not you said you love me but is saying that I still got you.
Do you know that..how do I going to alive when the reality is without you. 
However, please accept the reality, it just means that he is not belong to you.
  

给自己的话：

自己的局面请自己收拾，尚若他心有你，保护你都来不及了何况让你自生自灭。

原来我这辈子最对不起的就是自己了。。我一次又一次让它。。。。
所以请做好自己，珍惜自己，爱护自己，保护自己
理解自己，欣赏自己， 安慰自己，告诉自己
一个人，也可以，
都可以， 一定可以。。。。。